>>20046826:D finally! can get parasocial again!
i do give a shit! but seriously there is genuinely nothing anyone on 4chan can do to help you except offer you a void to scream into and make you feel less alone in wanting to rope. if you genuinely wanted to kill yourself, you probably would have by now. and i know it's the copout "haha go fuck yourself" answer but really, if you want things to get better you have to make it happen yourself. it's a tough pill to swallow and i struggle to believe it myself, but it is that or rotting away forever. but I still want to neck myself too so don't listen too closely to me>>20046874(I) am literally a deranged saviorfag femanon