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my chest hurts. usually the idea of a man being too close to me makes me nauseous, but with sonny it’s different. i actually WANT him to do things to intentionally make me uncomfortable; manhandling me, getting too close to my face, sniffing the nape of my neck, ect. i want him to laugh cruelly when i try to squirm away from him but am easily pulled back into his space. i think i could die happy if sonny just took full advantage of me whilst berating me for being so “easy”. i feel bad for wanting all of these things, but i can’t stop. gn.
