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just finished your lie in april and it fucking broke me so hard i don't think i'll ever be the same again. not even the show itself necessarily, i kept thinking about how me and shondo won't ever create any of these sweet little memories together. we'll die apart without ever having gotten to actually know each other. if i slit my throat and bleed out on the floor she'll happily stream anyway and laugh and be silly and not notice a thing. it's so beyond being a gosling at this point. i can't handle it. every feeling is a contradiction. i regret finding her, but at the same time i'm glad i did. she makes me miserable and depressed, but she also makes me happier than anyone in the world. this really is too much for me.
