>>43052240i have a lot of feelings and its complex stuff that mirrors a lot of the good points made above. it's not an easy ride like a lot of stream-machine vtubers who just consistently get on with doing their thing. but maybe it's because i'm older, i don't need constant pandering to hold my attention. when she streams, makes some heartfelt members post, and her mostly-monthly ASMR, it's a special time and i get what i need, then she's off again for a while, probably working away behind the scenes on all sorts of stuff. its like... an old marriage? she doesn't need to earn my trust and prove her dedication every single day, she already has it from me.
she will frustrate the hell out of me for not being more "selfish" about her own career, but also her passion and unity and support for others is what makes her a special soul. i can't help but love her. when she shines, she really fucking shines.
