>>58193042>I feel like you're too doomy latelyOkay, i hate to bring this up again as i already made enough of an idiot out of myself lately by letting depression affect the i speak too much again without noticing until you mentioned it. But after overthinking it for the past few hours, talking to kuro and rereading my posts from the past two days, youre completely right and im sorry about that. Im gonna try my best to stop with that in here. I didnt realize how bad some of the shit i talked last night sounded without any intention of sounding that bad and didnt think about the fact it could drag the mood down and negatively affect people by doing so.
Not that its an excuse for being a retarded doomer lately, but its mainly a shitty loop of depression being bad, then things (outside of my control) stressing me out even more making me unable to sleep properly for the past 2-3 weeks which has been stressing me out even more making my depression get worse and nothing i try seemingly helping that got me back to that point again. Either way, i shut up, and go feed my cats now. My brain is too active to try to fall back asleep rn anyway despite being tired as hell.