>>74922676No I completely understand the feeling on them potentially noticing if I'm gone. It's what pulls at me when I can't catch something live, even though I understand that realistically I'm just one person out of many. Depression really does make every fucking task an impossible mountain, I've been fighting too, and I hope both of us will be at least okay eventually.
What helps me is to downsize even singular tasks. Washing the dishes becomes washing a single dish which then becomes just rinsing a dish off. The little acts eventually pile up and make me accomplish at least a little something. Good luck, anon, this shit sucks and becomes a pretty bad feedback loop of feeling useless
