>>58495358I’m not jealous of Lumi. To my own regards I have the retreat of mediocrity and trauma that manifests itself in my cringe worthy arrested development of NEETdom and Hikikimori condition. To posses the sheer talent, ability, and drive of a woman like Lumi and still find herself in the company she does must be some kind of self inflicting punishment or perhaps a hidden wound that she’s too proud to integrate into be act.
Anyone posting on 4chan of all places would be “jealous” of Lumi if they were so petty as to misalign their intentions and betray themselves to thinking the sharing of her prodigious talents is anything less than a merciful balm.
I just think she’s better than her current lot and it leaves a sour taste in the back of my throat that she opts to fleece her constituents the way she does when there are greater heights for her to ascend. That’s not to say there is a kind of gentleness to the confessions she makes towards her Gumis but again I find it in bad faith towards herself that she lingers in such debasement when her capabilities should see her in a more honored position.