>>49462169She's an extremely sweet, dorky girl and it's always evident that she's putting all her effort into streaming, music and returning her fans love. She shares a lot of interests with me, being older makes it easier to relate to her than zoomers. I admire her stubborn positivity and willingness to push through even when the world tears her down, she's sad yet defiant. She's grateful for what she has because of what she's been through and is grateful to be here. Plus I just like her, her personality clicks with me. I found her when I was still looking around after my old oshi (won't say who, not phase) slowly lost all her interest in streaming at all and soft graduated so seeing Shiina so full of love for it was like night and day and it drew me in.
my love for lolis and lolibabas is a just a bonus 