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therapy and a boyfriend, unironically. but she's too afraid for either because of self esteem and trust issues piling into a mental illness soup.
the case of Matsuri is actually really sad coming from someone who had her as their oshi late 2018 into last year. it's been a road full of slight ups where she seems like she's actively improving and taking care of her relationships immediately followed by backpedaling and sabotage to lurch her further down than she was before.
I don't care about apex, her drama, or za hando. I just want her to be happy and stable, even if that includes graduation.