>>59309681Well... I used to feel like you, but I decided to emotionally distance myself from vtubers for just a bit, it seemed that I was too dependent on gooba for my happiness. The more I invested time in myself, the more comfortable and less shitty I feel when I watch VODs because I know she's doing okay and I'm doing ok. I still get really happy when she occasionally pops back in, but I don't get as depressed as I used to whenever she's gone.