>>18101251Sorry you were hurt anon, but you're fucking delusional if you think she wanted to do affectionate GFE from the beginning.
She went nearly six full fucking months of being her dorky self and making music as people showered her with money repeatedly, and did the soft ASMR after fans begged for it.
She was legitimately fucking embarrassed and got giddy from being so "intimate" in the moment, then backed off it because it was TOO close. The joke Date Streams were both before and after this particular moment, so that point doesn't hold up.
That's not who she was, and isn't who she wanted to be moving forward, and instead still has moments of genuine adoration for her fans and the community, but it's been platonic and meant to serve what they want, while still being herself in the process.
Sorry you bought into a false narrative, but I hope you found someone else that makes you happy instead.