>>20336220Thanks for this thread. I didn't really wanted to create one, so I will use this one to not shit up catalog
>dealer says that it is boring to smoke only weed, so throws me sample of cocaine about year ago>throw that into drawer and basically forget about it>about 3 weeks ago go on leave from work and decide to get smashed while playing games>mix alcohol and weed>weed is gone and don't really like hangover from alcohol when you overdo it>you remembered that you have a little bit of cocaine>google just in case if it is okay to take it after long time>google says yeah, but it should be weaker>nevermind, I wanted just to be careful with my first time>sniff it>feel like a god, you are not even tipsy with weed and alcohol from before>realize that my life is a shit and I need to do something with that ASAP>decide to actually apply for Holostars right now. You dreamed to eventually give it a try, but you are not charismatic and despite being okay singer as you are in Church's Choir at sundays and semi-pro at CS:GO you may not have a chance>but now you are the fucking best>decide to record how you are playing CS:GO>present yourself on voice chat while fucking with teammates>ask them to behave, because it is important for me>get muted while singing Ave Maria in perfect soprano when teammate tries to clutch>send it>get called today asking if I can travel to USA>say no>they say that in that case video call in week by Discord is okayWhat do I do now? Is it okay to be addicted to cocaine in case I make it through? It is expensive as fuck, unhealthy and evil
Sorry for blogposting. I have no friends to turn to
