>>32100685https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1Vm7-PXttkCheer up Pomudachi, you may hate your job for many reasons but this job is what allows you to keep surviving! to keep on moving on with your life! you must keep holding on and fiding those little nuggets of peace in your life that will help you endure the pain; and in time you'll find your way through the slog you're dealing with and find a better future.
You're fortunate to have Pomu, to have us, as your outlets, so don't forget you're not alone anon!