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Forgive me Patriarch of All Africa, for I have sinned. I followed my oshi's roommate accounts shortly after having discovered her. She averaged around 50 viewers on most of her streams, but I had fun watching her. She eventually graduated and now I stalk her roommate's twitter and twitch streams. In said streams, she dropped all kayfabe and the focus of the stream is no longer providing good content for the audience but she trying to break the routine of her wagie life by doing a relaxed art stream.
I still love her and I feel I shouldn't be as deep as I am and that's why I'm not even trying to interact with her, because I know I'm being a huge creep by seriously falling in love with the person behind a vtuber I used to enjoy.
