>>68570935I do NOT have recurring dreams about waking up as a giant cockroach and finding Matara laying in bed next to my grotesque, insectoid form. I have NEVER dreamed of her then gently kissing me on the mandibles before straddling on top of me before ripping open my thorax and harvesting my reproductive fluids directly. I WOULDN'T dream of her then laying a clutch of fertilized eggs within my broken, mutilated body. And I certainly COULDN'T imagine her softly stroking my antennae and whispering that I'm everything she ever wanted in a man as I slowly die, satisfied in the knowledge that my body will provide shelter and sustenance to our young once they hatch.