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I missed the Silver conversation, and I'd like to share my thoughts. I'll be completely honest to and even a little cringe for a moment.
You guys might not realize this, but thinking you can save Silver is a level of delusion beyond what I've got, and I've routinely posted about her eating my organs and ritualistically getting killed. People with savior complexes that think they can save streamers and love them like no-one else and fix them are the type of retards that develop into the type of person that shows up at their houses unannounced. Now, god I really do wish I could be important to Silver. But it's 100% pure and knowing fantasy. I indulge in it, but I realize that I will never do fireplay or blood play or knife play or gun play with Silver. In all reality, I wouldn't trust Silver with fire play, knife play and definitely not blood play. It's really difficult to actually trust someone with blood play and I wouldn't even necessarily trust someone I'm dating. I've done fire play and gun play with an escort and it was hot as fuck. But then again, even that is a form of knowing fantasy. It's actually sometimes wild how a minority of people are unable to see that distinction.
If Silver got a boyfriend? I'd still appreciate her just the same. Because everything comes from the basis that this stuff is not real. That's very inhuman and I certainly didn't learn to feel that way without practice. Either way, as a viewer, it's good to realize that you're just one viewer among many. It would be intellectually dishonest to claim Silver doesn't appreciate her viewers. You actually are able to make her life better, but as a collective. Not you specifically. War requires men to do great deeds, but it doesn't hinge on one man, no matter what type of man that is. If that sounds overly harsh or not worth it at all, you understand what I meant by that. It's still clearly the reality and it's a lesson that oiler sperg learnt the hard way.
You might not see yourself in him because he's clearly a sperg. But being a sperg is just the surface level. I'll teach you a really good technique for reflection. If you feel like you're different from a sperg, reflect on what makes you the same as the sperg. If you feel like you are the same as a sperg, reflect on what makes you different from them. This will help you see more clearly. It might even save your life.
