>>42572494it's fun but it's just stressful cause im new, and most of my fuckups are simply because the code is harder than im used too, plus im being given shit i've never seen in school before.
Coding in school is a LOT different than the workplace but im for the challenge, I think i'll shine when im eventually left to my own devices. It's basically a "pick your own job and do it" kinda thing, we get tasks to do for the day, things to make, things to fix, ect. and just do them ranging from "hey this is easier than what I did in school" to "oh my god i have no fucking idea what im doing and im just staring at this trying to make sense of it"
I just feel bad when I fuck up because I don't like fucking up (even if it's something minor and fixable) just because the idea of getting your shit rejected and having a black mark is stressful as shit, especially when it can go all the way through QA without a problem and be denied at the very end.
I also fucked up and deleted someone elses code that didnt work, and apparently if you do that you need to tell the manager cause it's basically like a rejection on the code but for that person, but oh well i learned that after i did that