>>42934110Same but with Rosemi, Pomie... Every other streamer or liver is entertainment... But Rosemi makes me feel things I hadn't felt in half a decade. I have to keep myself in check with logical reasoning, knowing it's an impossible dream. I still have the feelings, but I use them to push myself harder and motivate myself to be a better me, to chase the dreams I gave up on. And I know that if Rosemi knew she did that for someone, me or others who she's inspired, she would be happy knowing she's inspired people to chase their dreams. Pomu would feel the same way, I believe, and the reason I believe this is I had screened my thesis film at a local film festival. Students from the school I went to in first year came up to me and told me I had inspired them... Nothing in the world felt better than that moment, not any love I had in life, even. I think that's one thing that motivates artists in general, knowing that you can motivate other people to chase their dreams
>>42935839Ahhh, this is even better, tbhdesu. You're right. Objectively understanding a person is impossible, not even you know everything about yourself, and there will be things you know about people that they don't know about themselves, etc. So what a person means to you is entirely up to you to decide, and no one can take that from you. Thank you for more insight. This just solidifies my belief that she's my muse, and through the music of her soul, she's inspired me to use the music of my soul to inspire others.