>>14193018You just placed your trust in the wrong chuuba.
It happens. Everyone here has a story like this
No one /here/ can laugh at you without the fear one day they will be the ones blocked by their oshi.
I have been betrayed countless times, and I will be betrayed again. It will all be worth it if I find that chuuba who says "I love you" and means it.
The only important thing is that you don't let the bad things that happen kill the kindness inside you.