>>3603134It's like the other anon said, you'll only ever see her good sides. You'll never catch her when she's worried, anxious, annoyed, angry, impatient etc. Behind the avatar there's a real person, with all the flaws, vices, and negative thoughts that come with it.
I think you should try to watch less of her streams, step back to a healthier distance. You're not even close to baseline.
