>>3603134>3603134The version of Ina you're in love with doesn't exist. You don't see her for all she is, you don't see her depression or loneliness or boredom. You only see the part of her that she chooses to show. Realize that if you ever did have a relationship with her, it would most certainly disappoint you, because the standard she sets is impossible.
These emotions won't just go away, and they will keep hurting, but the pain will become less in time.
Meanwhile, do your reps and become a better you, not for this Ina who doesn't exist, but for yourself.
