>>44126829>>44127098>>44128577>>44131730I mean im trying, but as i keep saying, my cats are the main thing that keep me going. They have been the main reason i didnt go to norway despite thinking about doing so on a daily basis since 2021. I really dont feel like abandoning them. I mean sure finding pink cat which in turn made talk to people again helped get out of it for some time, but it just came crashing back down late in 2021. Things didnt get better since then and in july 2022 i just isolated myself for a whole month due to me not wanting to "bother" people anymore then i already did back in early 2022 the other thread im a regular in. Things are bad but im trying, i mean talking to kuro again and here is a start. As for coming back to discord, i plan to do so this weekend. I feel like im just moving doing that up lately as talking as "anon" is easier on my social anxiety somehow. Either way i should actually sleep now.