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I'm so, so tired of crying. I just don't know how to go forward with all of this. It's clear that I'm not strong enough to keep waiting around and having the thought of her bother me literally all fucking day long, but it's also clear that I cannot let go of her no matter what I fucking try. I've emotionally invested WAY too much in her to be able to just go "alright fuck this, I'm moving on". I don't know what the fuck to do. I feel like I've gone fucking insane.