>>44149864Maintain the "delusion" or what i'd rather call the idea of being with her, for as long as it serves your purposes of bettering yourself. And if she does happen to move on, you will be a better person, stronger, fitter, better off, and of more value to a potential mate, more attractive. You can't lose. I'm using my parasocial relationship with her to better myself and if I miss the opportunity to be with her, I'll be more ready for someone else if that opportunity comes. I will never ever forget her though. But the show ain't over yet, gonna keep cheering for her and getting myself stronger until it is.
