>>41156729There's so many reasons I love her I could talk about it for an eternity. She's such an amazingly kind so, I've never felt any warmth comparable to what she makes me feel when I watch her, my anxiety just melts away, the constant feeling of disgust towards myself just disappears, when she's streaming I feel loved and I feel like I belong. Nothing has ever made me feel that to such a degree. She's such an amazing soul that people doubt that she could possibly be real. Secondly she lives by her passions, in such an amazing and inspiring way. The way that she chases her dreams and expresses her passion reminds me of what it means to live every time I watch her, it reminds me to strive in life and always try to be something more than I already am. She makes me want to really be a hero, be something special, but also reminds me I don't need to be and that what counts is that I do my best and live by my ideals. She's so amazing it hurts to think I'll never hold her, but that pain is far outweighed by the inspiration she brings. She's like a star, I'll never touch her but she'll always lighten up my life and so many others, she's so amazing, and she's such a hard worker. So much so I can't help but always worry about her, but I know she's strong and she'll find the balance she needs. I just can't help but fall in love with someone this amazing. She's something I can't describe in any number of words or sentences, she's Lisa