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I've been watching my oshi since her debut for over 2 years. I've probably given her a twentieth of my paycheck since she opened up donations.
She's a good girl. While she is just being herself and not playing a character, she sets boundaries between her fans and her (no discord, no DMing), makes it clear that we are just talking to her model, not her roommate. She has lonely baited a few times, which I disliked, but she stopped and apologized for it.
I was fine with this arrangement for years. I never cared about who her roommate could be nor did I want to fuck her roommate, I only wanted to fuck her model.
Then someone sent me her roommate's socials. Despite my better judgement I looked. She had a boyfriend when she started streaming, then they broke up and she moved out. 6 months later she got a new boyfriend and moved in with him. It all lined up with her hiatuses and when she lonely baited when she was single.
I thought I wouldn't care. But I do. I hate this. I feel like I've betrayed her. Her roommate's relationship status should be irrelevant, but I care, I'm going against everything I thought I loved VTubers for. I still watch her but I'm not enjoying it the same way I use to. Am I a bad person?