>>18050679Not a bad person. It's the same when a character in a show, comic or other media does something you disaprove of.
We make emotional connections involuntarily with whatever brings us pleasure in any way, and sometimes finding dirty secrets changes our view of them.
For whatever reason, that knowledge shocked you. It's understandable, and I'm not gonna call you unicorn because I almost go mad one time when I thought I found out my oshi's roommate was X person, who was dating a guy I absolutely despise
and i know what you're thinking but it's not mori.
It's just human. Like when you find out how sausages are made, or that an artist you love commited an awful crime, or just said something stupid that you disagree with even if it's inocuous and has no effect on anyone's life. This doesn't make you a bad person, anon. It just means that the illusion has been shattered.
Hope you can still enjoy her. Be reassured that even the most composed person feels this way about anything they care about.
