>>57979493I went to confession often, I prayed the Rosary every day. And yet did he make my wishes, hopes and dreams come true? No, I had NOTHING. Rejected by even my most beloved! How can you even trust this so-called delusion known as God when He will not answer you? So I have realised. Hope, Love, all these positive emotions, all delusions, artificial costructs by a lonely life trying to justify its existence in a world without meaning or purpose!