>>67308330Hey, if it makes you happy! And I get that. I'm kinda less afraid of it personally, and just keep a veil of plausible deniability. Still I'm sure you'll find a way to do it someday. Maybe mail a letter with an art piece for him inside with the letter? And that's cute but yeah I get how that would make you shy. I think I'm happy being a clown if it makes the people around me happy so I don't usually feel embarrassed. I feel like I get more embarrassed when people praise me and then I kinda don't know how to react and tilt and become quiet and shy sometimes. When I can fully attend a stream I am a constant chatter =w=
