>>62817494Woman you can't just live like that. Listen to me... I understand you; I know how it feels, to have something to look forward to, to be happy about watching a stream and enjoying your oshi's company as feeble as it is.
Your heart feels heavy and your throat hurts just to think about it but you have to rely a little bit less on him to make it though the day and night. For your own well-being. You have to be strong enough to hold on until he returns at least. And in the moments he's gone too.
He wouldn't want you to suffer like this... To grieve over every second and every breath you take.
Do you understand me?
