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I'm tired, I know I shouldn't doompost but sometimes I really do feel that the branch is going to get dissolved at any moment. I know I shouldn't focus on the bad stuff but I can't stop thinking about how that's what the Holofans want, I can't help myself but look at the numbers and think that it's not fair, why it feels as if nothing has changed in 3 years? Why did the Holos had to blow up as they did and put such a ridiculously high standard? Maybe the Holofans are right and the branch is a failure, maybe it doesn't matter what they'll do they will never grow and maybe I should move to something better but I can't, I love my oshi.
It's so frustrating.