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guilt is a terrible horrifying scary thing you know and i should only hope only the most deserving people ever feel it because it will tear a person down from the very core but that's quite alright but also do you guys think karma is real??? do you guys ever think that fate and destiny and shit is real and the world specifically works against you or for you or at least focuses on you to some degree at some point? because i feel like the coincidence of existing in this place at this very moment is too much to overlook and i think god is punishing me for something i don't know but maybe not seeing as being gone is better but the lacking of human connection may be worse. does that make sense? i hope that makes sense. anyways more importantly ever since my beloved feesh's 3d debut i've found it hard not to love her more than ever before because her cute little clapping and dancing is so cute and i actually came here to post a link to the tyrant cover that i have been looping nonstop for a while now because i thought it important that everyone be reminded of it but then i came across a chain of replies that made me feel very concerned for the state of the universe because of all times and places this time and this place to be perceived now and here is terrifying to say the least and it makes me very scared of life. so with all that said, what does it mean? what does anything mean??? are we meant only to exist alongside others and collide and reach out and pull back??? is it all meaningless??? i worry that it's meaningless. maybe it is. actually i'm pretty sure that it is. but nihilism may be the answer to my struggles so from here on out, let it be known that nothing matters! no ill fate can befall someone who believes not in its power! ...or something like that. maybe that was too profound. i don't want to think about it anymore.