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I think about dying and why not, vei and and everyone who watches her despises me, wanna know when I'm happy is the 1st 5 secs in the morning then I remember the hatred and who I am and then think about all that has happened, loss, anxiety, disappointment, depression more often than not, not sure if there's an afterlife but who cares nobody else does but sure is better than continuing these empty days begging that it's finally gonna be the last when I used to enjoy days before losing everything