>>71365672I can't post merch because I don't have any okay is that what you wanted to hear because it's the truth and every fucking day I wake up knowing that I'm a broke fucking NEET who can't afford hololive merch no matter how much I want it. The only piece of merch I have is a Fubuki relax time figure which I only have because it was a christmas gift and I treasure it deeply but it's not enough. I want every piece of Kanata merch deeply I want everything I want things that I can physically touch and it makes me think of her I want the kanata friends I want the upao I want the shitty tshirt and the daki and rubber straps and acrylic stands but I can't afford any of that because I don't work and I don't have money. Is that what you wanted to hear? You wanted to make me cry? Cause I will.