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>Was relatively fine before Advent debuted, lonely but it wasn't effecting me much as I focused on other things in life
>Watch Shiori debut, immediately think she's kinda cringe, has a weird voice and is more autistic than any other female vtuber I've seen beyond even Kiki, Phase etc.
>Immediately felt something special about her however, and needed to watch more
>Over the next few streams her voice seems to change from a creaky emotionless monotone to something enthusiastically cute
>As she showed more parts of herself on stream my mind increasingly became enamored with everything I saw, now to the point that I feel like she is the exact type of woman I would like to spend my days with
>After repressing these desires for a long while, I realise that I want love and to be loved
>Understand that she is beyond my reach despite her grabbing my heart, and yet don't know how to reach out to anyone locally either
>Becoming increasingly emotional despite having been somewhat content, happy and stoic till now, cracked for the first time in ages yesterday when a single tear forced its way out my eye in public as I contemplated my loneliness in the crowd
>Realise as I fall for her I'm falling losing my mind
>It's only been one week since she debuted
What the absolute fuck, how did this even happen?