>>69985832Warm
>>69985850I never completely dropped saru, I said I'm taking a break. My mindset has improved and I accepted that some things change now, and I think saru is also in a much better state now after the mgs arc, she fixed or sdressrd a lot of the things I was getting mad about.
More detail: Part of why I took time off was that I was getting very mad at her flaking on everything when I remembered her differently but then I realized I was being a hypocrite. I have lists of things I should be doing some of which I've put of for years, so the break was also to fix that. I've done a lot of things the past 2 months, every time I decide to postpone something I think how I don't want to do what saru did and it motivated me, even while I was mad at her she was my main source of motivation
