>>42345060>secretlyShe's openly talked about almost everything mentioned here. She never felt like her actual fans turned on her. She herself looks forward singing more and being on stage and having an idol outfit. She's outright confessed to how parasocial she is with her community, half the reason she ever made content online was to have people to interact with. And she's admitted that her outward personality is largely a facade made to protect people from worrying about her as much as they would if they knew how bad things really are.
The biggest aspect of her growth while in Hololive has been her learning to be at least a little bit more open and vulnerable so those around her can help her to help herself, it's too bad she has so many people trying everything they can to work against that
