>>32497698>Working out to have a body that your oshi might like>Pick up some hobby (like drawing) to produce content about your oshi>Adopt some good traits from your oshi>Try to get a job or get promoted to have money for merch and stuffThere are many ways that you can channel it into something positive. Usually we watch vtubers for escapism but you can trick your brain into something positive. I hope things improve for you pomie.