>>74672294>emotional fulfillmentyeah probably not, they make me happy anytime they stream though and i enjoy their tweets about life or voice tweets etc but i dont NEED them to be happy
>inspirationhonestly, i think i see them as INSPIRING but not an INSPIRATION, that make sense? i can easily see them inspiring others, their journey and not giving up is incredible. but sadly, i guess they haven't inspired me, maybe a little bit, in a "life has a bit more color than before" type of way
>gfei mean this one is weird because i like the fantasy/delusion of them being my girlfriends, but i strictly acknowledge that as fantasy. obviously, the VPs have been clear GFE but thats VPs, the VNs though especially valentines were pretty clear too but idk it doesnt feel like flamboyant GFE to me, i like it of course though
i'd confidently say i am attached but i guess not as attached as others, because i have no problem skipping a stream, i dont ever feel like "im letting them down", the only thing i keep in mind is that i represent fuwamoco because i have their oshi mark so i can't be a menace to society (for better or worse)
and i'm very aware they're very attached to us, but like i said - they're streamers, so while i know theyre attached to us to me its like - they can't do much about it unless they want to risk breaking that streamer-fan line and that has its own set of dangers. the only time we ever see each other is when they stream, or tweet, and even then we still have access to vods to see them "whenever"
i think its just not possible for me to get obsessively-attached, there will always be this mental barrier that there is a distance between us as fan and streamer. i do want to support them forever though, i really look forward to when they (and advent) get 3D, when they perform in fes, when they release their first orisong, all that glorious shit that they can accomplish in hololive
