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My letter to Kronii.
Hey warden. I know you'll probably never read this, but I wanted to pen my thoughts about you into something tangible and concrete, just so I can officially say "its in the records".
Anyways, I've been meaning to say this for a while, but thank you. You've been a huge part of this very interesting year in my life. When I first began watching you, I was still in school. You immediately captivated me with your sultry, unique voice; your gorgeous appearance; and, most importantly, your charming, sadistic, yet caring personality. We had a lot of similarities in taste, from video games to other forms of media, and I immediately gravitated towards your blunt and "zoomer-ish" brand of humour. Suffice to say, I was enamoured with you. You started off as a refuge for my long, lonely evenings in the laboratory, and soon became a central aspect of my life -- something I looked forward to not for escape, but for enjoyment.
Despite this, our relationship was never so simple. I was your fan, though I wasn't your follower. I was forward and objective in the criticism I levied about your potential. I thought it the optimal means for you to become who you could be, to reach the apex of the vtubing mountain, to captivate as many hearts as you did mine.
Shortly thereafter, I realized my mistake. To blindly force my ideals onto someone else, regardless of the underlying motive, was nothing short of selfish. You were seeking your own path, carving your own story. Not one that someone else had planned for you. This was my lesson, and one I would carry with me for the rest of my time watching you.
Yet, to say this is to ignore the tremendous effort and labour you put in to improving yourself. You took every ounce of criticism, fair or not, and used it to improve yourself. You were self-driven. You opened up more--in streams, in youtube posts. You streamed more often, too. More membership streams. Things that reflected not only our desire to watch more of you, but your growing relationship with us and your desire to interact with us more often. You've become more confident, both with us and with other talents. And although your growth hasn't been without hiccups, I can confidently say that now more than ever, we are with you every step of the way. You never needed someone, or some people, to tell you to improve. That was always your goal from the start. As you mentioned in your philosophy member's stream,
>You can't ever get complacent. You should always be looking to improve yourself, or you won't be happy.
..and this brings us to present day. Not much has changed, since that fateful August day. I still gleefully tune in to you whenever possible, and I enjoy my time with you to the fullest. You continue to impact my life in tremendous ways. Thanks to you, I've been able to meet incredible people and form memories with them that'll last a lifetime. And when the curtain closes on this chapter of my life, you'll be sharing at the center of it all. After all, why shouldn't perfection herself be the headline? Thanks for everything. Here's to more years of fun.
