>>47402315Piggybacking off this because I was that one bucko who went schizo briefly about Ami not reading my messages in chat a few months back. I fell so hard for Ami and her chat interaction was so good I started seeing it as a contest for her attention, getting upset other peoples messages were read and not mine. I started sperging out because of gift memberships literally because "This is bad, that's more people interacting with Ami, so she won't talk to me as much" and that's complete brain worms thinking for someone I care about. Chat isn't a contest for her attention, it's a way to interact with my wonderful sweet spidermom. I remember that if I start feeling negative about things because I know it's all positivity and love on her end. Ami loves buckos, buckos love Ami. That's what I know.
I'm crying again