>>22399283She's an edgy /here/-tier girl in terms of thought-process and has an intentionally edgy rap style and then is suddenly forced into a box where being adorable is King and nothing else matters.
So, being edgy contrarian she is she tried to subvert it as much as she can
However, The JOP being JOP just said "oh she's cool" and just ended up liking her more and calling her cute.
and she's mentally going "HOW AM I GETTING AWAY WITH IT" exactly like we are.
So she's legitimately conflicted and feels like this fake-"cool" persona she's being given isn't the real "her" and as such she's retreating back to her old life only to realize that the "KAKKOI CALLI SAN" fanbase followed her there and even if she shit talks them hard in her raps they think "oh its somebody else she's complaining about". Therefore trapping her with fans she didn't want. And yet, she wanted to be famous so she's legitimately mentally torn.
As her lyrics go "fade in, fade out, this crazy dream, without a direction floating endlessly"
She's trapped felling like she's not herself and the more she tries to be herself the more fans get attached to the not-her image somehow. If that makes sense.
That is why mori dislikes herself. And I dislike how she won't embrace Calliope fully still wishing SatanCube was more popular.
Also I don't like her because she's cringe incarnate during collabs.