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Good morning nyanchi. Hope you slept well last night and can get a lot done today. I had a very productive day and im about to get into bed myself. If you decide to break your hiatus again and stream ill have to miss it. tomorrow is my scheduled family bbq day, last week I did pretty well at it, talked to people 4 times, if some of my extended family shows up, which they might, ill try to do even better this time. As always it helps a lot to imagine a nyanners tulpa sitting at the table with us in situations like this that i can focus on when i start to feel anxious, i pretend im talking to you then since i know you would laugh at my jokes, then i dont feel as nervous wondering if anyone will think its funny or interesting. Ive learned fuck what others think as long as my nyan im imagining is having a good time, im happy. you better be enjoying your hiatus as well, even if its due to unfortunate circumstances, dont let some time off go to waste! ill see you tomorrow at the bbq