I love her so much that it hurts my hurt to think about how I can't hold her in my arms right now
Please give this is a listen if you want to see one of many, many reasons why
https://files.catbox.moe/as0ymx.mp4Rough transcript:
starts with reading last sentence of my SC
>EIGO: anonchan, thank you!>That's such a sad thing to have happened...speedreads some SC lines about how long ago something I mentioned was and a bit about what happened
>such an awful thing...!>you went through an absolutely awful 2 years, but...>I'm so glad that you started coming to my streams(literally: I'm so glad you came and gave me your ears)>Don't you think?>I want to have fun with everyone and want us to laugh together when I streams and...pauses because her voice cracked and regains her composure complete with deep breath SFX
>that's why I continue to do my activities(basically, she keeps on being Rushia because she wants us to spend time happy together)>anonchan, you loving me makes me really happy>and I think you've really understood my feelings for you, too!>anonchan, you can trust me>I'll never hurt youbrief pause focus on finishing as she realizes she needs to wrap up
>Likewise, anonchan(basically just her saying likewise to me saying I'll always be grateful to her at the start)>EIGO: Thank you, very much! I love you!Brief pause as she winds down
>Don't you lose, okay? 