>>39488580It's pretty much the only time I do, at Christmas. I don't have a gf/wife and kids or anything, I'm a NEET on disability and basically just go spend time with my mum and my youngest brother, my other younger bother only by 6 months doesn't like me anymore because I'm a social retard while he's normie af and. I've also not spoken to my dad for basically the same reason for 2 years now. Mental illness fucking sucks and caused me to cut off all my friends, but at least I'm introverted af so mostly enjoy my own company, sometimes make friends online, where my social anxiety isn't as bad and i'm abit more confident, when I go through a phase of playing a multiplayer game, but that last happened about 4 years ago and I don't even know if i'm capable of that anymore. I live in a first world nation that pay me a living wage as long as I take a shit ton of drugs and a bottle of vodka and go do something retarded enough to get me sectioned under the mental health act every couple of years, they keep paying me about what the average 9 to 5er wage slave makes, but I live with my gran and have no real expenditures apart from paying my gran a little money here and there, so the $1360/month I get from the government, for doing absolutely nothing productive for society whatsoever, is basically all disposable income to me. I've also been single all 30 years of my entire life. Yes, my life is that depressingly fucked up and pathetic and society would literally be better off if I just offed myself, but hey at least I've got cunny, video games and I've just started to get into building computers, that's all I've got going for me in this sad pathetic excuse of an existence. If you read this pathetic description of my life though, hopefully it makes you feel better about yourself and less of a loser, because you can't possibly be a bigger loser than me, I refuse to believe there's a bigger loser out there than myself. Oh and I was also pretty much fully bald by the time I was 18 lol.
