>>33158733i can sort of related. i don't know if its the same thing but if i sleep deprive myself i do get a weird state where anxiety doesn't exist and i feel almost MDMA euphoria. i tend to babble absolute shit non-stop in this state too though.
the problem is, well its probably not very healthy, but also i really hate that state afterwards where you feel too exhausted and falling asleep is difficult, but i'm also too exhausted to be awake. the big crash.