>>63982535School was a weird time for me personally. I had a terrible home life and was just as much of an autistic retard as now, but didn't have the social awareness of it, so I'd just be content with myself and talk to whoever. The tard confidence I had was the only way my ugly ass was able to have relationships and lose my V card in HS.
Once the realization of how people really saw me hit, I got stuck with never ending anxiety and have hid away from talking to anyone since.
So yes, I wish everday I could go back to Highschool