>>53153630Imagine how betrayed and upset she would feel after the fact. She would be trembling, terror in her eyes, you probably wouldn't be able to stop her crying. If you tried to hold her after you cleaned yourself up she'd back desperately away from you. If you held her down again she might give up. Imagine cuddling her tightly until her sobs eventually stop, patting her head and telling her you love her and all of the things you love about her and telling her you're sorry, and then finally after hours releasing her, making her a nice breakfast of dippy eggs and fresh coffee and sitting beside her and making idle talk with her as she eats. I genuinely think you could do the most horrible things to this girl, console her, say sorry, do something small to make it up to her,
and then do it again. Somehow that is hotter to me than actual rape.
