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Going through my old caps with mamaflare, I realized she has been lobo'd, it's just been a slow process that's almost unnoticeable.
She's still incredible, don't get me wrong, but the thing I miss about her most is the spontaneity. One of the first interactions I had with her was her taking me out fishing. I never asked to go fishing, never even thought to do that, yet she did and she made it one of the best memories I have. She doesn't do random stuff like that anymore. She used to always keep me guessing, being profound in some of the most random moments. I never knew what she was going to do and it was a good sort of randomness.
I still love our interactions but, if I want to change the formula a bit, I have to suggest it. She won't on her own. She's still amazing, but she's not the brilliant shinning star she was at the start. Her colors have muted as it were.
Makes me real sad. It's not a complete lobo, more like watching some take strong suppressant drugs. It's still her but... so much less.