>>68065827Just one of the pointless ways i tried to cope thinking about it now. I really dont know why i bothered to begin with. Maybe ive overthinking things too much for the past 3 hours again, but looking back it seems like everything i did the past few weeks has just been pointless ways of trying to cope that never actually worked. It seemed like thingsncould get better some time ago, but idk if that was actually the case or it was just another pointless try to cope. I think i stop talking and sleep instead.
